Doubt

He was acutely aware that he had indulged in liquor more than his usual self. But during these haunting days, when the yearning surged and the longing intensified, succumbing to the intoxication seemed like the only solace. Today, as he meticulously dusted his bookshelf, fate guided him to stumble upon an aged class photograph, now faded and blurred. Though most of the faces eluded his recognition, his eyes were magnetically drawn to her visage, the one he alone could perceive with absolute clarity! Dhriti, an old classmate and comrade, with whom he shared no romantic attachment and harbored no romantic sentiments, yet on the day she vanished, something inexplicable stirred within his heart. Nearly a decade has elapsed, yet he remains incapable of banishing her from his thoughts or reconciling with the harsh reality that she has long departed. Her presence lingers as an indelible imprint, forever etched in the corridors of his mind.

Raj was just 13 when he first encountered her, a newcomer who seemed incredibly insolent and snobbish. Unlike Raj, who was calm and reserved, she embodied the opposite. Her very first day at school became a lasting memory for her entire class when she fearlessly stood up to the most aggressive teacher, defending a fellow classmate without caring about the potential consequences. Unsurprisingly, she ended up getting suspended on her very first day! Raj was immediately drawn to her; her vibrant personality piqued his curiosity as it was so different from his own. While she left early during her suspension, Raj typically headed to a nearby sports complex after school to play tennis with his friends. However, that day, everyone had made other plans, so he ventured out alone and unexpectedly encountered Ms. Flamboyant again. Even though she didn’t remember his face, she recognized his uniform and gave him a fleeting nod. Being a shy boy, Raj didn’t say much, but he observed her closely. She was exceptional! That girl played better tennis than all his friends combined, and he couldn’t wait to witness their reactions the following day. After what felt like an hour, Dhriti grew bored and nonchalantly left with her backpack, accidentally tripping over her untied shoelaces. She didn’t bother to retie them, and Raj noticed every detail. He blindly followed her, captivated like never before, for she was truly one of a kind.

He couldn’t fathom how he found himself immersed in the fabric of their shared society, driven by an unwavering pursuit of her. In that precise moment, she caught a glimpse of him, a fleeting encounter that she deliberately chose to overlook. Destiny had interwoven their paths within this tightly-knit community, unveiling a multitude of common threads that bound them together. After relentlessly chasing after someone earlier that day, Raj sought refuge in the sanctuary of his own apartment. As she pivoted left, he took a decisive right turn, only to be abruptly halted by a resounding crash. Although every fiber of his being yearned to erupt in laughter, he suppressed it, mindful of the courtesy he owed. Even amidst the amusement derived from her misfortune, he couldn’t help but anticipate her eventual stumble, given the carelessly untied shoelaces. With urgency, he darted towards her fallen form, his eyes fixating on her bruised and lacerated knee. A tidal wave of remorse washed over him—its severity surpassing his initial estimation. In a gesture of compassion, he extended his helping hand, assisting her back onto her feet, all the while witnessing a gratitude and humility that felt unfamiliar to him. Dhriti, her name reverberated through his ears as she introduced herself—an individual who had recently crossed borders from Canada alongside her mother, trying to acclimate to the surroundings and customs of this unexplored territory. He implored her to wait at the park, a sacred pact formed between them, vowing to tend to her wound. She agreed without a moment’s hesitation. In the span of just one day, a whirlwind of unforeseen events unfolded, gradually unraveling the cloak of unfamiliarity that had shrouded their connection.

The next day, Raj enthusiastically presented her to the entire class. While numerous girls were disapproving of Dhriti’s audacious behavior, the boys were utterly captivated by her. Yet, her attention was solely focused on one person – her savior! As time passed, Raj discovered that Dhriti possessed not only beauty but also remarkable intelligence. She willingly assisted her classmates with their queries and engaged in work with a couple of NGOs after school. In the evenings, Raj would pick her up and they would unwind at the Tennis court, where Dhriti’s tomboyish nature would make Raj feel delicate in comparison. Added to that, she was much taller than him! Their fondness for each other grew and they became pillars of support through all life’s ups and downs. As the years progressed, their bond grew stronger and envied by all. The boys could never come close to Dhriti, while the girls were too intimidated to ask Raj out. Everything seemed like a dream for three years until the day Dhriti arrived at school with bruises. Unbeknownst to Raj, he was not present that day as he had an important entrance exam in another town. His friends messaged him, informing him of Dhriti’s condition, causing him to abruptly leave the exam and rush back to his hometown. He called her numerous times, but there was no response. He went to her apartment, only to find it locked. The conversation they had the day before suddenly struck him – she spoke of her desire to go far away, perhaps back to Canada where her father lived. She shared her ongoing struggle to adapt to this new life. Raj felt betrayed. At the very least, she should have informed him of her departure. After years of companionship, he deserved a proper goodbye. While trying to comprehend the situation, the bruises mentioned by his friends continued to puzzle him. He spoke with a few acquaintances who attested that Dhriti appeared miserable and unlike herself. Raj was confident she would eventually contact him, but even after 10 long years, there was no word from her. It felt as if she had vanished without a trace, leaving Raj to wonder if she was gone for good.

None of Raj’s relationships lasted longer than a year, and it tore him apart inside. He never fully healed, never found the closure he desperately needed. The perplexing mix of emotions within him made him question why he still felt so desolate, and why it continued to sting as if she had betrayed him. It was a relentless ache that consumed him.

Today, after months of agonizing, he stumbled upon that fateful picture once again and a fire ignited in his heart. Determinedly, he declared that it was time to shatter it into irreparable pieces! The weight of waiting had become unbearable, and he firmly believed that nobody should endure such wasted moments. To silence the remorse of ripping apart the photograph, he sought solace in the embrace of alcohol. And in the midst of his slightly intoxicated state, his gaze fell upon a couple sitting across the table, and to his astonishment, the girl bore an uncanny resemblance to Dhriti – was it her? The mysterious woman also noticed him and, with a smile so reminiscent of Dhriti’s, she acknowledged his presence from afar. Drunk but driven by curiosity, he rose unsteadily from his seat and determinedly approached her, needing to confirm his suspicions. In that precious instant, he knew deep within his soul that she had returned. However, he promptly succumbed to his intoxication, collapsing unconscious like a sponge saturated with liquor.

The day after he woke up with an excruciating headache in a peculiar house, and as he tried to recollect the events, a vaguely familiar face suddenly appeared before him. It was her! “Hi,” she greeted, handing him a cup of honey water. “I am Dhruvi.” Before she could finish her sentence, a man entered the room and warmly embraced Dhriti, introducing himself to Raj. “Hi, sorry for the abrupt kidnapping last night. We tried reaching out to your family, but our efforts were in vain. As you are the director of a security firm, we contacted them to confirm your identity. Unfortunately, it was a Saturday evening, and the guard didn’t know whom to contact. Therefore, we brought you here. By the way, I am Mihir, and this is my wife, Dhruvi.” “Hi, and thank you,” Raj managed to say, feeling overwhelmed. He couldn’t help but wonder why this woman was being referred to as Dhruvi instead of Dhriti. “Hi, I am Raj. I apologize for causing any trouble. It was incredibly kind of you to assist me in this situation. Normally, I am not like this, but yesterday I was going through something,” Raj explained. Mihir chuckled and replied, “I understand completely! During my dating days, I often ended up at Dhruvi’s place the next day.” Dating? When? Where? How? Numerous questions flooded Raj’s mind, and without thinking, he inquired about Dhruvi’s age. “That was a bit forward, but I suppose we are all the same age,” Mihir remarked. Suddenly, Dhruvi seemed uneasy and abruptly left the room. “Thank you, Mihir. I believe it’s time for me to leave now. Let’s meet again soon. I cannot express enough gratitude for your help yesterday!” “Of course, Raj. Let the drinks be on you next time. It would be great if it’s just the two of us, so we can both unwind. I haven’t let loose in months. By the way, Dhruvi and I don’t know many people here in Delhi since we recently relocated from Canada,” Mihir disclosed. Something within Raj was crumbling; he had to tell Mihir to stop calling her Dhruvi.

She was Dhriti, and now Raj was surer than ever. That’s when Dhruvi entered the room, and Raj deliberately called her Dhriti. He wanted to see her reaction, to feel the intensity of her emotions. As soon as the words left Raj’s lips, Dhruvi froze. A moment of silence hung in the air, pregnant with meaning. Before Raj could say much, Dhruvi hastily left the room, her footsteps echoing with a mixture of confusion and hurt. This confirmed Raj’s suspicions, deepening the realization that something had changed between them. But, surprisingly, Mihir seemed to be oblivious to the tension that filled the room. Raj couldn’t brush it off any longer; he had to address this with Dhruvi later. As the evening unfolded, Raj discreetly exchanged numbers with Mihir, fully intending to invite him for drinks in the near future. The plan was twofold: to spend more time with Mihir and to gather some insights into Dhruvi’s recent behavior. Leaving the scene, Raj stepped into a cab, ruminating over the series of events. His eyes scanned the surroundings, searching for any sign of Dhruvi, but she was nowhere to be seen. The weight of their unspoken words hung heavily on his heart, leaving him with a mix of anticipation and trepidation for their impending conversation.

He tirelessly scoured social media platforms in search of Dhruvi and Mihir, his heart pounding with anticipation. And then, he stumbled upon Mihir’s profile. Oh, how they seemed like the epitome of a perfect college romance, their love emanating from every captured moment. But there was no trace of their past, no glimpses into the memories they had shared. All Raj craved was an answer, a simple response. It wasn’t as if Dhriti owed him anything, but weren’t they friends? Didn’t she harbor any lingering emotions for him? The least she could do now was feel a sliver of remorse, acknowledge the pain she had unknowingly inflicted upon him. How he wished for things to revert back to the way they once were! It had only been yesterday that he resolved to move forward, to let go. How could he find himself ensnared in such an agonizing predicament once again?

Days flew by, and just when Raj felt trapped in the torment of his thoughts, a call from Mihir shattered the silence. “Hey, my friend! Have you forgotten about our plan to go for drinks? Dhruvi and I are out and about. Would you like to join us for a couple of drinks?” It was an invitation Raj couldn’t resist. He saw it as a chance to finally meet Dhruvi and uncover the reasons behind her avoidance. They met, and Raj couldn’t help but notice that Mihir was in high spirits and already a bit tipsy, while Dhruvi seemed unsettled. It was as if she sensed an approaching storm. Raj seized the opportunity when Mihir excused himself to use the restroom. Filled with emotions, he confronted Dhruvi once again. “Dhruvi, it’s me, Raj. I can’t comprehend why you’ve been ignoring me. We used to be close friends. Have I done something wrong? Can’t we go back to how things were? You should know that the past ten years have been incredibly challenging for me, and I’ve never been able to forget you. We may have only been friends, but you never gave me a chance to express how much you meant to me. Every day, I’ve searched for you, and now, here you are, standing before me as someone else’s wife, refusing to acknowledge our friendship. Why? Please, can you…” But before Raj could finish pouring out his emotions, Mihir interrupted, “Raj, you’ve misunderstood everything. I may not be in the right state of mind, but as far as I know, Dhruvi has never left Canada before. It was only after marrying me and considering the fact that my parents live here that we decided to move. Dhruvi’s father is still based in Canada.” Raj was stunned by this revelation. “Dad?” he exclaimed. “So, you finally moved to Canada and changed your name…” Raj trailed off, unable to complete his sentence. Dhruvi swiftly interjected, tears streaming down her face. “I am not her. She’s long gone. Please, forget about her.” And she broke down into tears.

Both Mihir and Raj were truly taken aback by the revelation. A multitude of undisclosed truths had come to light, causing their hearts to quiver with apprehension and their minds to race with fear of what awaited them. Mihir, with swift decisiveness, concluded the engagement, whisking Dhruvi away to the comforting haven of their home. On the other hand, Raj found himself grappling with the enormity of the situation that unfolded, desperately attempting to unravel the perplexing puzzle that life had presented before him.

The next morning, Raj received an unexpected call from Dhruvi. She expressed her desire to meet him and discuss some matters of importance. To accommodate her, they decided to rendezvous at a cafe near Dhruvi’s workplace. “Hello, Raj. I must admit that I never truly knew you until now. When you mentioned Dhruvi’s name, I was taken aback,” she said with a hint of surprise. Suddenly, Mihir joined them, creating an air of anticipation. “Hi. Mihir and I haven’t spoken since last night, and in order to prevent any misunderstandings, I invited him here. I wanted to speak with both of you and provide an explanation of the situation,” Dhruvi explained. She continued, “Thirteen years ago, when our parents divorced, Dhruvi and I found ourselves in a difficult position, forced to choose between our mother and father. Dhriti, being the more resilient of the two, decided to move in with our mother, while I stayed with our father. We kept this a secret because ten years ago, we received a ransom note claiming that Dhriti had been kidnapped. We paid the hefty ransom within a week and discreetly searched for her for years, but eventually, we gave up. Our father was concerned that if our community discovered this, it would diminish my prospects of finding a suitable partner. Thus, we kept it hidden and tried to forget. The only reason I agreed to move to India with Mihir was to uncover the truth about Dhriti. We were in touch with our mother until a few years ago when she suddenly apologized to us and tragically took her own life the next day. That’s why I came to India – to find Dhriti.” As she spoke, Dhruvi shared some pictures of her and Dhriti along with Mihir and Raj, leaving the two men astounded. Raj understood why Dhriti hadn’t contacted him, but the revelation that she had been kidnapped hurt him deeply. Now, he could only hope that she was alive and well. “I am sorry, Dhruvi. I understand that you’ve been through a lot. I wish you had informed me sooner so that I could have assisted you in the search for Dhriti. Nonetheless, I believe we still have time to find her.

Raj sat there, bewildered and overwhelmed, as tears filled his eyes. “Raj, I am truly grateful,” Dhruvi said, her voice filled with sincerity as she gently placed her hand on his shoulder. “It seems that fate has brought us together, and now we can join forces in the search for Dhriti. Perhaps this time, we will finally find her.” Raj’s determination remained unshakable as he responded, “Indeed, we will.” As the director of a security firm, he was aware that his connections could help gather information for the case. But what truly touched him was witnessing the deep bond forming between Dhruvi and himself, as they embarked on this journey to find what they held most dear.

“Dhruvi confessed, ‘She mentioned you, Raj, on numerous occasions. However, without a picture to recognize you, I couldn’t put it together when we first met.’ Opening their old chat logs, she showed Raj their conversations. As he scrolled through the messages, a whirlwind of emotions tore through him, leaving him feeling raw and vulnerable. ‘Hi Dhruvi, today I saw this endearing boy in our community. It appears we share similar interests. I decided to follow him to discover which sports academy he attends, and I plan to enroll myself there too… Today, I found out his school, so I asked my mom to enroll me there as well… Can you guess what happened? We are now classmates. It feels as though our paths were meant to cross! Today, I stumbled and fell because, as usual, I couldn’t tie my shoelaces. To avoid appearing foolish in front of him, I walked home with my laces undone. But surprisingly, it worked! He greeted me… You would be thrilled to meet Raj; he is truly an incredible person. I owe him everything for helping me adapt to this new place… Today, we played table tennis together, and I’m certain he knows I’m better than him… I think I might even like him more than he likes me, although he hasn’t expressed his feelings or dropped any hints. I’m afraid to reveal my emotions, fearful of rejection… At times, the pain is unbearable, and I contemplate returning for further studies. Maybe if I distance myself for a while, I could forget about him… It’s been five years since we but I am scared it’s time to part ways now, he is planning to shift to Mumbai for higher studies and I am unsure of what I want in life….’

Every single conversation overflowed with genuine affection; she had sensed his presence long before he did. Throughout the entirety of their deep companionship, not once did he realize that she struggled with tying her shoelaces. But now, he has come to truly understand that her love for him resonates just as strongly as his own.

Dhruvi and Raj would now meet often, passionately discussing and planning while Mihir contributed to the best of his ability. One glorious day, Mihir rushed to Dhruvi and called Raj over. It seemed as though they had uncovered a clue – the address of the apartment where Dhruvi’s mother tragically took her own life.

Their unwavering determination guided them to this very place in Noida. While exploring the area, they engaged in conversations with a handful of neighbors who expressed their dismay about Dhruvi’s mother’s lack of etiquette. As their inquiries delved deeper, an astonishing piece of information emerged – whispers of a paralyzed girl residing with Dhruvi’s mother, although nobody had ever set eyes upon her. On the fateful day that Dhruvi’s mother breathed her last, this enigmatic girl vanished without a trace. Raj was profoundly shaken by this revelation. He could not fathom what dreadful fate may have befallen her. Upon reaching the ground floor, they crossed paths with an elderly maid who instantly recognized Raj and, upon seeing Dhruvi, let out a gasp. Taking hold of Raj’s hand, she leaned in and whispered something into his ear. Tears welled up in Raj’s eyes as he beseeched, “Please, lead me to her.” The maid directed him to accompany her, and as they approached, Raj was overtaken by utter devastation. Standing before him was an individual who would likely never recollect his existence. There she stood, statuesque and resplendent, resembling Dhruvi, but devoid of any memories of her own past.

The maid poignantly shared her experiences of caring for the girl with paralysis, and the profound impact it had on her. She revealed that in her notebook, she had seen numerous pictures of Raj, forever etched in her memory. Dhriti’s journey had taken a tragic turn after a life-altering accident left her in a prolonged coma. The heart-wrenching realization that she would never walk again shattered her world, leading to her mother’s heartbreaking decision to end her own life. In the midst of this darkness, Dhriti found solace in the love and care of her adoptive family, who provided her with a fresh beginning and a new identity. Through relentless rehabilitation, she defied the odds and triumphed, regaining the ability to walk once more. Not only did Dhriti possess immense physical strength, but she also had an artistic soul that radiated with resilience. Raj’s heart swelled with joy as he discovered that she was alive and flourishing. With his excitement brimming, he mustered the courage to approach her and introduced himself with a heartfelt, “Hi, I am Raj.” Upon hearing these words, tears welled up in Dhriti’s eyes, for even though she couldn’t consciously recall him, she could feel a deep connection to him – a connection that she had immortalized in her countless paintings.

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Evolution of Retail Marketing during

unlock 2.0

This article is merely my perspective on Brick-and-Mortar format, I feel this is how we retail marketers can make a difference. Our industry has seen a lot of ups and downs, especially in the last 2 years. This incessant pandemic has created a distressing situation for both, the developers and the tenants. It got me into thinking about the importance of the W’s especially during these times when everything around is ambiguous. 

Who will return? What for? When? Where? and, why? Do you have an answer yet? You do, it’s there right in front of you, it’s been there all this while. Don’t lure people with just offers, because this sordid phase has been difficult for many and no one’s actually interested in pure indulgence. What people really need is a place where they can breathe carelessly, where they won’t have to worry about enclosed spaces and most crucially a place where they can see humans but not get in any sort of a physical contact.

How do we, at malls give it to our patrons? More importantly, who do we reform our malls for? 

Data is the key to everything, go through the customer data collected over years, analyse the buying patterns segregate it into the respective geographies and do consider the demographic profiles. There yet? Now check the data of last year entirely, have it yet? Compare them all together and once you have the common of the two – Target them! Charge!!! No, not really, we aren’t there yet. Did you ask your retailers for the data? Trust me that’s the hard part, but that is the data that’ll determine the most recent behaviour. While your data only tells you about the visits, their data will substantiate sales in totality. We are in this together and we could definitely do well with some help. At least we now have the CUSTOMERS details.

How do we Target them now? SMS, E-mailers, phone calls etc. etc.? Oh, That’s all so passé! 

I say let’s personalise it now, we are living in a world trying to thrive on human affection because that is the only thing that has kept us from losing our sanity in such unreliable times. How about you send them a personalised gift hamper, sure you’ll be spending a lot on it but you’d also be ensuring you’re remembered for a really long time. Also, you can always use some help from your retail partners. Now, that you have the attention of those that are always right (CUSTOMERS), let’s move ahead to have them back on board, safely and confidently. While you’re at it lets also record the VOC (Voice of Customers), of course hitting every door in the neighbourhood may not be the answer but we can always ask them to leave the feedback on social media. One thing that I feel we’ve been doing wrong all this while, is abusing social media, there is so much that can be done and achieved. VOC on social media would be the perfect, cost efficient manner to engage with those that you sent the wishes to and also take their feedback to understand their sentiments before we start devising some elaborate Shop and Win campaigns for our respective centres. Also, presently focus on the existing database, on what you’ve acquired over the years; it’s like answering the questions you definitely know instead of wasting time on the indefinite (Remember, we were all taught this once upon a time?). 

I also feel approachability will be another important factor. My mall may be geographically located at the best location but if the topography of the interior isn’t up to mark, it’ll get extremely difficult to understand the anthropology. Yes, disband the clusters! Give people enough space for free movement, honestly if I hated someone brushing against my shoulder in the past, I might just kill them now for being within 6ft of distance; horrible scary times! I also feel that the similar category of brands should be placed at one location like floor wise, that’s so much easier for someone who just walks in to buy a pair of spectacles. I feel people will be selective in the beginning, honestly no one would show that earnestness or urgency to rush to the mall unless they really have to buy something, also because everything is available online the brick and mortar may start a tad slow; we need to be prepared for this. Most of us have already braced ourselves but what next? Next, let’s work on some merchandise, and why not?  Let’s tie up with a hygiene provider, so what if people forgot their sanitiser and we know there are many dispensers in the mall but people prefer their own thing, lets gift them a 5ML sample, if they are ok registering with us. Let’s have that as a kiosk in the mall, psychologically helps fight anxiety when I know a kiosk full of sanitisers is around my vicinity!

I won’t talk about campaigns, décor or installations because every mall functions in their own way, as per me even though this is a time to welcome people back let’s not be festive since we’ve all been through some sombre times, we need to empathise and show our solidarity is whichever way possible. We are a business model but let’s get a tad out of the box and help the community as much as possible, times to get profitable will follow soon. We should promote local artisans and give them FOC space, the budgets will definitely wobble a bit but we can all take that setback, it’s time we put community first! We thrive collectively, and not individually. The customer should comeback WHENEVER they are ready, till then let’s work on some trust building exercises.

Operationally when we talk about washrooms, there should be a head count, only 15 people in an hour on rotational basis, that would give so much time to the poor helpers. The specially abled should have proper amenities for example, those that have trouble hearing, can see constant messages flashing on the screens guiding them through the landscape. Also, the mall should be sanitised and fumigated every 2 hours. A lot of things were already tried and tested in the last lockdown so it’s not like we are not prepared, just that we will have to respect sentiments and understand the grievances. People should also get free loyalty points for sharing their VOC. A special software should be created for customers to be able to send their voices as and when they want. Tracking the VOC may help us in the longer run. 

Lastly, the management needs to be more cognizant of their employees because they are the front liners and while everyone is working hard to make a living, they still deserve to work happily. An exasperated employee will only be stressed and that’s not how they will be able to focus on their daily chores, keep them motivated. Also, this phase may be short-lived, given the way this virus has been altering like a shapeshifter we can only hope for things to not get worse. There may be a few more lockdowns before we reach the so-called normalcy but we know deep down things need to automate and evolve because the new normal will never be as good as what we were accustomed to!

International Women’s Day

Hello there, no need to remind you all that we are living in the 21st century because it’s an obvious fact but it is still surprising that I have lived 3 decades and more and have celebrated the same event with the same zeal and fervor every year. I am talking about the International Women’s Day, every year without fail I have cut a cake, sometime more than a cake and will do so for as long as I live. No silly, not because this day makes me happy but because co-incidentally it’s my birthday! Yes, I was born on a beautiful, eventful day and I was so proud of it as if I was the custodian of this occasion, and believe you me, I took it seriously.

Time passed and every year taught me a different lesson, why was I even happy about this day? why couldn’t all the days be so happy, warm, and kind to my fellow women world-wide? Why did people reserve their respects only for the 8th March? Then as I grew up, this day felt more like a joke because I realised those that I believed were reserving their respects were being forced to treat us well but only on that day. I think let’s call it off, let’s not celebrate this day or us anymore. I think women across the globe would be OK to do away with this day, especially women at workplaces.

We have all come a long way and I am thankful to all the women who have helped me become the person that I am. I am glad their stories inspired me, and their toil strengthened my beliefs. I am glad they set nonpareil standards because even the insurmountable challenges in my life look timid and possible. At the same time, I am also thankful to those that taught me to not take my freedom for granted, or let others walk over my ambitions. I celebrate these women every single day, I may still cut the cake on the 8th but I know I am significant and when you realise that, you don’t want anyone to do you the honours.

You…

Love, I am still uncertain of the meaning, I do not believe it exists in phrases but I believe it exists in our thoughts…

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The Other World – Chapter 1

Dreams and yet another one, she woke up flustered searching for her phone in the dark & saw the time, it was still 3:15 am sharp. Took a sip of water from the bottle lying at the edge of the table and breathed a great sigh of relief. Turned on the lamp, then tossed and turned around. Today’s dream was crystal clear, and she could see through it like it was happening for real, but she couldn’t acknowledge the people she saw, yet that overbearing smile leeched onto her mind. Who was he? She wondered that too, someone familiar yet unknown. Whoever it was, she was bound to meet him soon, that was certain. She would meet him even if he didn’t want, she’d meet him even if she hides, she’d meet him because the people that occurred in her dreams oddly came to life.

Sarah was diagnosed with high fever when she was just two years old, the fever remained for days. She was too young to explain her plight. Her parents, devastated, did everything possible in their reach to ensure the pain lessened. She cried straight for days; her parents were slowly giving up on the doctors and the treatment seemed futile. Then one day the doctors gave up on Sarah. On the seventeenth day, her parents welcomed home an unexpected visitor, they had never seen before, an old lady. That woman didn’t look like she was a part of this world. She had a gaunt face and wide eyes, eyes that shone like they were harboring secrets. She wore a blue choga and she introduced herself as the shaman of some gypsy tribe. She was in a state of unrest, and begged Sarah’s parents to allow her to meet Sarah. The distressed parents wanted to give it a try and allowed the shaman to enter Sarah’s room, what followed next changed their lives forever.

“Mom, why do I have these scars on my hands?” asked an eleven-year-old Sarah. “Oh, these are just birthmarks, Sarah. You were born with these.” “Wow, these are so beautiful mom, it’s like a chain around my wrists, I wonder if there’s anyone with a chain like mine”. Jessica’s face turned pale on hearing this, sooner or later she will have to tell Sarah the truth, the truth about her existence, the truth about surviving, the truth about never meeting him. Sarah turned twelve the next month and as a ritual, her parents took her camping in the woods. She took along her best friend Stacy with her, they had been friends for long and she was more than a sister to Sarah. Her parents had planned to cut cake at 12:00 and were whiling away time next to the river, her friend was busy preparing for the big surprise and because Sarah knew about it, she decided to go inside the tent to speak with her cousins. While talking to them she dozed off and by the time she woke up it was already morning, she found it weird. Why didn’t they wake her up and what happened to the surprise? Startled she got up and walked out of the tent, but she couldn’t see her parents or Stacy, she panicked a bit and tried calling them at that moment she saw a boy collecting branches of wood. Intrigued she asked him if he had seen her parents, all he did was smile. The smile, it put her mind to ease. He didn’t say much but directed her t follow him, like a lost puppy she trailed him down the meadow. Suddenly she saw more people, but they all looked different. They wore different attire, they were all beautiful, it was an ethereal sight. She smiled back; she still followed the boy. Suddenly she tripped over something and cut her arm, it singed badly, how could it when it was only a cut? This place looked weird, where was she and why was she following him? She still got up but everything around her changed. Where was she? Suddenly she confronted a blinding light, she couldn’t keep her eyes open any more and then he appeared, he smiled at her and kissed her forehead. “we’ll meet soon.” She just smiled back and before she could say anything he disappeared, at the same spot stood a lady, aged yet graceful. “Happy Birthday Sarah, you look beautiful, the tribe has been waiting for you, I hope you’ll give us all a chance to greet you.” “where are my parents?” she asked. “Don’t worry they are waiting for you, at the campsite, today was indeed special and that’s why we thought of meeting you. The last ten years we have only lived anticipating your arrival and today now that you’re here we will tell you something you should know and remember.” “Am I dreaming?” asked Sarah, a bit scared of the situation. The old lady then sat on a rock and started telling Sarah the truth, “Yes, Sarah it’s a dream but that’s the only way we can communicate with you. Long ago we were banished to enter your realm, ever since we have only been trying to find ways to meet you. Sarah, you belong to our world but because we are trying to save you, we have left you with Jessica and Robert, your parents from the other world. From this year onwards you will dream, even when you’re awake you’ll dream. Don’t fear the dreams because they may seem like dreams to you but in actual, they are real. Somewhere, they are occurring.” “Its so confusing, I don’t understand. Please let me wake up, I want to go back to my parents, please”, said a perplexed Sarah. The lady exhausted said,” Sarah soon you will wake up, but you won’t see me the next time. Remember the boy you saw, keep trying to find him even if I am not around. He is the only one who can bring you back. It’s unfortunate but we’ve lost you both and he only lives in my memories now. In our world the souls are entwined at birth. He was born before you and he chose you so you can never marry anyone else. It’s a curse in your world because anyone you date or marry will face consequences that are unknown. You need to remember to not marry anyone but him.” The lady looked completely worn out now, “Sarah, please promise me you’ll remember his face, it’s important you meet him, otherwise misery will befall you when your turn 25, and you might end up losing everything dear to you including your life. Also, I will now never appear remember I am your unfortunate mother.” Slowly the old lady started turning into a woman not more than 30, Sarah was amazed at her transformation, the people around her turned into beautiful, bright beings. Everything glowed around them, they all smiled at Sarah and said unanimously “we’ll wait Sarah.” Suddenly they started disappearing and at that moment Sarah held on to the corner of the lady’s dress, “why? Please tell me everything.” The lady smiled in despair at her and said, “Soon, Sarah! Just focus on finding the boy, we don’t know where he is. Also, know that your father and mother were bewitched but your mother remembers what happened when you were two, so if you ever need a confidante she will be there. I will now only appear on the day you’re able to recall the incidents of the unfortunate night. I love you little one, and I will protect you for as long as I can.” Suddenly she saw the bright light and realized it was Stacy flashing the torch on her face. Stacy had an uncanny smile on her face. As Sarah walked out of the tent, she realized the vile reality she was only twelve of course the dream couldn’t be real! She laughed inside her head and blew the candles on the cake, but she couldn’t forget anything, did she dream, or was it real? Just when she was wondering this, she felt a stinging sensation in her arm and saw a singed mark that was never there before.

©Prakriti Kundaliya